And I'm Afraid...

hello friends! and again, i highly doubt anyone reads this anymore. but i feel compelled to update this dying space.

how's MMB? and everyone! today was the chinese new year celebrations. no one innitiated a visit, i guess we feel the animosity. mujia and i were discussing that. about the difference, and the unfamiliarity we miss and yearn to exprience again. we're afraid that if we oblige to return, our impressions'd get crushed. putting the years/months of shit aside, i really like the last thoughts cedar issued, that i saved, and i'm anxious about it getting destroyed. paranoia, i hate to be disappointed. probably the reason why im stoning the PC this morning. =/

i miss MMB, cedar, 4c.

happy chinese new year, kids.