The Curtains Are Drawn

This is a pleasant place which suits the purpose of an outlet, a secret output.

I'm losing the relationships and physical strength I used to have. I know the contrast between relationships and physical strength is unfitting to be compared but these are 2 diverse things that I am afflicted with tonight.

I'm at a frustrated loss for words, and I'm fucking avoiding everything ramming at my window. I am so irresponsible, always had that streak of horrible in me. Ever since chemistry days uh.